Dear Friends 1.29.22

I’ve been:
coloring notecards
trying not to drown

My hands smell like oranges and I keep dreaming about church.

Anna H. introduced me to Nine Inch Nails in ninth grade history class taught by the football coach whose brother would later be slaughtered on New Year’s Day after watching his wife and two daughters get raped and murdered. They named a stadium after him.

There was a benefit concert. I had sex with a member of the band.
twice.
three times.