Dear Diary,
Do you think that it’s weird that I still listen to Mother Love Bone?
Have we talked about garlic & onion pistachios from Old Town Roasted Nuts?
If so, how many times?
You know how I sometimes dream about fish floating out of their tanks, flailing through the air because I forgot to feed them? Last night I dreamt that I accidentally killed two of the chickens and almost sold the dog. Quan and I spooned for a long time after that. I wanted to reach for Amir but he looked like a wet painting, all perfect when he sleeps, and I felt like I owed Quan an apology.
What do you think about apologizes? Are they necessary? Are they worth the time it takes to say them and hear them?
My therapist says I take on other people’s shit or maybe I said it, I don’t know, my therapist and I tend to come to the same conclusions.
That’s a gift right there.
TTYL,
Alison
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